every time the seesaw touches the ground is a point i make
on emerald hill. when you are not looking at someone someone else
is looking at you. they look blank but those windows have eyes.
here the lights are far above
and spell themselves into words
what takes centrestage?
xuemin.n
yes, the stories we tell are meant to be romanticized for memory's sake.
headed to the botanical today for our first v-day celebration together. we had gotten kinda lazy; just look at the "picnic food" we brought!
initially the sun was a little strong (hence i got a bit of sunburnt) but soon after the weather became better and we had a good time enjoying each other's company..while looking at other happenings ard us (3 couples taking outdoor (wedding) shots?!)
I had finally shared with him how i felt. i didnt let him know that it has been a while now and it's really my problem. he surprised me yet again with his calm and just appropriate answers which eased over the awkwardness. sometimes i cant stand myself, but i wonder how come he can. the qns which is lingering is..then for how long..?
i told him frankly that i don't feel the spark anymore.
there's more than a few occasions that i feel that sometimes i'm better off by myself than to cause misery upon others. i'm never really good at such stuff anyway.
had the annual company retreat today at The Chevrons. the day trudged along slowly..until mid afternoon when the whole division celebrated eric and my bday! awww.. birthdays are always a big thing with my division. :)
this is my director btw. nice lady. but she's a bit hokkien.
heading out soon for dinner n drinks with my sister guides!
it's been a while since i've last updated. towards the end of last year, i kept reminding myself that i need to get myself a hardcopy diary; i did look ard for it, but there just isn't the perfect one. or maybe i hadnt looked hard enough. so i gave up, and it's feb alrd. it's time to start documenting my days. but on the virtual space instead.
what has been happening? first, i should start with my job. or career to speak of. in that sense, the past month or 2 left me hanging in mid-air and on tenterhooks because i didnt know where i was heading to in my job. what i know was i'm unhappy and i'm just going through the motions. that was a terrible feeling. i'v been trying for quite a while to jump ship, but the opportunity, though presented itself, never seem to materialise in the end. i was devastated. well, but just yesterday, i had plucked up the courage to finally do smth concrete. and official. I submitted the internal transfer form. like finally. it's been put off far too long and after the cny break, things suddenly became clearer and i thought it's really now or never. let's hope things finally work out and i can begin this year afresh with a new dept and new jobscope. :)
on ♥ : it hits me when i least expect it. as cliche as it sounds. that was really the case. one day i was happily leading the singleton life and the next, he had swept me off my feet and before i know it, it's been over 4 months since we got together and over 6 months since we entered each other's lives. well the initial few months had certainly been weird. at least for me. this feeling that you are "attached" i always thought this is a funny term. okay, an another is "steady" ?!?! i prefer "lovers" hehe. i'll save the mushy pictures for future posts then.
i'm going to be diligent now and stay faithful to blogging on this space!
every time the seesaw touches the ground is a point i make
on emerald hill. when you are not looking at someone someone else
is looking at you. they look blank but those windows have eyes.
here the lights are far above
and spell themselves into words
what takes centrestage?
