every time the seesaw touches the ground is a point i make
on emerald hill. when you are not looking at someone someone else
is looking at you. they look blank but those windows have eyes.
here the lights are far above
and spell themselves into words
what takes centrestage?
xuemin.n
currently an econs major in nus. because she's caught in the wrong major.she's left having a love/hate r/ns with school. if a simple life isn't too much to ask for: days spent being happy and appreciated
and doing anything she wants to do, she thinks she might just have that someday. while she still remember how the lights twinkled across the skyscrappers, she starts up a little tea shop just for fun and discover new sounds like the thud of raindrops on leaves.
watching her garden glowing green after the Spring rain
she closes her eyes and begin to dream
i am done with the first semester of my final year! i can now watch big bang videos all day long till my eyes go bongus! =)
hello kanyu! very happy that you are back from aussie!
and here's me a final year student reflecting on this semester's modules; it struck me today in the midst of my econometrics paper that i really shouldn't have majored in econs. i wonder if this strike a chord with half of the nus econs population or the general undergrad population. only to realise when you are graduating that you are caught in the wrong course.
this semester shd be relatively relaxing since i've balanced out with 2 econs, 2 soci and 1 science module.
just when i thought that the 2 econs modules were manageable, one of the professor decided to drop a bomb during the final grading of my report. damn he was close to failing me, i just know it. anyway, i really couldn't care less. i will just take 6 modules next semester or whatever it takes to clear the credits and graduate fast. as usual, the sociology modules were enlightening in every sense of the word and it never fails to amaze me the power of social action in things we take for granted in our everyday life. i'm excited that i'm (hopefully) going to take 2 more sociology modules by 2 of my fave professors next semester. i'm going to end my final semester with a bang!
i can't even begin to describe the bond which tie us together; my previous blog and facebook have it all recorded. (love technology) just the other day i was looking through our 16 year old prom pictures(wont pull a ks and upload any here) and just a minute ago, i received a facebook invitation(love technology!) to the wedding of our secondary school friend.
our "second prom" together!
reply to anonymous: nahh. not very convenient to disclose since he has a gf already
1) boys who already have a girlfriend but still keep a preying eye on other girls. lately this particular doosh has been texting me random but yet i -am -obliged to ans questions. this is a different matter if we are good friends. but the simple fact remains that we are just slightly above the level of acquaintance and given the fact that he had quite a notorious history of hitting on girls while having a gf, the last thing i ever want is to be (one of) the 3rd wheel.
you see, even though i have the huge-est crush on A and i've classified him as the perfect boy material, i don't and will not do anything about it, because he has a girlfriend already. some lines aren't meant to be crossed.
2) boys who are in an overly male dominated/populated environment and who have a tendency to mass-send cutesey BUT OUTDATED text messages. seriously, who cares for (insert a cute teddy bear) "i climb up the window to say good night to you" kind of messages. if james were around, i would have showed him and exclaimed, " can you believe it?!"
the library is (as always) very crowded on a monday. everyone's back to study for the finals. but not me. i was just back for a module review lecture to find out that i have another open book exam. yays! on my way to return my biology reference book, i bumped into mushroom. a turn around and we saw vivek. the 3 of us were all so happy. mission point huh?
i had meant to update on him and chiew ping but i kept forgetting. apparently, they are married. he told me when i first got back from the states. "you're the only one who believe me!" oh that silly boy.
fyi, today was the last lesson. I'm not teaching him anymore. i don't know how i feel. because i just found out too.
every time the seesaw touches the ground is a point i make
on emerald hill. when you are not looking at someone someone else
is looking at you. they look blank but those windows have eyes.
here the lights are far above
and spell themselves into words
what takes centrestage?
